2009-11-30

PH use somebody like ruby

"...Rubby, Being with you has helped me get through some tough parts of my life and my personality. I cant igmore that fact or dismiss it as coincidence. There IS SOMETHING about you that is able to penitrate me and tame or heal me!
But before i give you too much credit, I must say I feel in my HEART that I do THE SAME FOR YOU.!
When I look within your deep brown amber eyes, a ray of feeling and passion and comfort (not much shoots), but pours out of them and into mine and sometimes (more often now than before) I notice your eyes widen, as if mine are pouring the same into yours.
In my own heart-head I know I just need to chill the fuck out and you will come around. (I almost feel you are already there but are kind of playing hard to get, to test me or make me really realize what i have, and thats alright you are right to do so). But as a romantic it is hard for me not to vocalize it my feelings.
You may find my behavior that way, primitive or juicy. But you know what? IT IS ME BEING WIDE OPEN AND HONEST WITH YOU ABOUT MYSELF.
Rruby, we could be a fierce couple with the qualities we share AND the ones we admire about one another. When your ready lets take a chance at GREATNESS, we are truly a gift to EACH OTHER. Love and Like you, PH.

Rubyy, you spiraled into my life like a swirling dust devil on the barron love deprived desert that was my heart.
When in the dark of the a.m. you entered my room like a theif in the night and pressed your ample warmth up against AND almost inside me.
I am enticed. Intrigued. Inoculated by you, yet you seem to take these things for granted, like the air you breathe.
You rip me two.
Are you the most beautiful siren of whom I can not escape her alluring song?
--or a somewhat, Lost and Broken Beauty, who desperatly needs the tender touch and understanding, which I would GLADLY RISK EVERYTHING TO PROVIDE.
...What i do know, my..... my dear love rubyy, is that I am under your "ruby spell".
The more I gaze into your red glimering sparkle, the more the calidascope fragments.
My head is swirling.
My heart is spiraling, in which direction Im not sure..."

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