2012-01-28 : 7:28 p.m.:its a war says xaviour

Today is the first day I didn't wake up coughing up phlegm, tho it did make its way out but I've been in routine for 2 months now coughing, as if its normal....and its not. Uri-corn allergyI'm all about anti-ccorn now. Fuck that shit!

Its been a week of vegan food, no corn diet. I snuck a steak lastnight, I had to eat meat, I needed the protien. It was delicious.

Will visited lastnight and the both of us went blading up hollywood beach, its nice change to not do drugs or drink w a friend, tho he smokes the reeferr from time to time, he doesn't partake in pillls or powder. He drinks, yet not around me since its such a long drive home. So atta boy. Good for him. He got to ozzone and see how I'm living here, and phsically see how weak I am.

Everyday its goes like this....clean house, fold towels, wash laundry, go into steam, eat anything not contained w ccorn, walk to beach, walk around pool, go for a blade, steam, ozzone, listen to mahhariji, meditate, sleep....new sunrise, repeat.

The cleaning issue is a bit ....... of a war between the raccoons and feral cats that live around beach, and since house is open, no doors closed, they ...both raccoons and cats, neander in, the racoons look at you kinnda blindly, like, who am I doing in its area, and the cats, well....its just a terriory battle, which is the smelly part. Male cat piss/spray. Enough to give anyone a headache. So yesterday I cleaned the house with bleach, and those damn animals, came in and pooped in corner under couch and the male cats sprayed around house.

Xaviour (an indean) who is staying here yet lives in a van, called today chernobal....as in the house and said the war has begun between the alluminatie and us and they set these animals free to defeate in house just to make us upset.
*rolls eyes*
Or perhaps its not a war and the illuminatiy has better things to do then fuck with us here and get their kicks of knowing we just cleaned the house and now cleaning it again.

Its amusing. A few years ago I met xaviour here and he had a female friend w him and we smoked reefeer and it was really intense stuff, anyways, larry returned home unexpected, and I bugged out, I was on paranoid mode. Xaviour and the girl totally knew how to play it off but me.... I was busted, larry kept giving me the evil eye and telepathically I could hear him yelling at me for smoking that stuff much less at his house. It was a bad trip man. So bad, I swore id never get stoned here again. And I havnt. No way. Can't do it. Don't wanna do it since I'm trying to heal my lungs, but........ xaviour, funny indean, talks in riddles, and half the time I think he is just fucking w my head and other times I believe he is really trying to get me to remmeber all that I lost as a spiritual worrior.

Like he said,...... "deerfielf beach has 2 vortex in the ocean water and creates a prism of haromic sound, and u must bath in that water, do you know why chic?"...

And I'm all eyes, and like "no I don't know why, why?"...

And he's like, "ahh chic, that's too bad u have forgotten what ur dna and ur elders gave u to remember, you must rememebr"...

*eyes wide open* "so, just tell me then, so I will remember"....

Him, "no can do chic, such a shame, u gotta go to that beach and bath in the crystal clear waters, and u will maybe remember, if ur suppost to otherwise your lost and its 2012, what are you gonna do, the world is ending and u don't remember anything from ur dna".

.......then I'm perplexed bkuz I don't know if I have really forgotten or if he is messing with my head, yet I believe him, I have forgoteen a lot of my teenage conspiricy therorys......but....I keep one ear open to info, like the youtube channell cryexandflyrex..... that's some deep alian shite, I say no more. Will I ever visit nome alaska? Not after watching the fourth kind. Nope. Not going there. Areaa51, ok so its there, so is the moon, who cares, I don't, I don't want to know what is going on there, its none of my business. Outterspace, free ride, I will pass, thankyou, I'm afraid of heights. Life on mars, sure, life is everywhere, do I want to know what's on mars, hell I don't even want to see what's happening on earth, the missing kids, the serial killers, the political scandals....its all out there. Its real. But, in my world, ......I have no intress in all that stuff.

What can you do?

Ppl try to fight ghost and you want to see an alien? An alien who prolly is super smart that before u even know it, ur ass is in a mental ward before u can even say u say an alien.
No thankyou.
I don't want to meet an alien.
I know ghosts are real.
Aliens therefore are as well.

But all I want, is to keep connected to the joy within, the peace within, and knowledge is how I do that. And all that garbage of the world goes away when I meditate.

Otherwise, its time to fold towels, and ozonne.
Perhaps go for a blade. Depends on the smell of the house. Gotta get that pee scent out of the house. Its aweful......

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its a war says xaviour - 2012-01-28

blimp and phlegm - 2012-01-27

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cchris says im mean - 2012-01-13

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